innocence....

One day while coming back home from college..i was in d auto and i saw a foreigner with two children- one boy and one girl of age almost 7.... i dont knw y but i had d urge to stick out my tongue to the boy who was on my side and i did....the boy was stunned for two minutes but to make it a game i struck out my tongue again.... the boy caught on wid d game and stuck out his tongue....and like i used to wen i was a child i started sticking out my tongue wen eva his car came parallel to my auto.... and so did he....
The boy had no relationship wid me and we might not even meet me in this life time but the tym we spent sticking tongue at each other was so much fun dat i really felt like a child for dat moment and forgot the world....the worries...the sorrows....everything!!! just me and the child being innocent and loving the moment.
The moment for the child was far more different as he was innocent and enjoyed every part of life widout worries which after u reach my age is difficult to ignore.
But for me it was a childish act of the day...
since i was a child and i got to know how fast i was growing up....
i wished to be peter pan and stay child so that NEVER in our life....i would have to go through the worries and enjoy every moment without any worries..... just play the whole day and be innocent forever!!!
but wat i think and wish can't be true....there is a fine line between fiction and reality which every person who fantasizes would want to break!!!

movi...!!!! my life........

i feel like a person acting in a movie....like im a character who is learning abt its life everyday but tends to get laughed at.
the movie is at a very small speed and the people watching are just laughing on the way i m taking my life towards the end.....
the end....somehow im not scared if the movie suddenly ends cuz im sick of the speed....
all the learning is of no need when everything has to end...
the moments....the feelings...the love....the passion....everything...!!!
if two people talk then noone will ever know what dey talked abt cuz dey die and dere is no proof nor dey r left to remind ppl of their living.
somehow i think im d only person on the planet and others r just people who i meet on the way which make my life a bit interesting...
i learn a lot of stuff in this life but keep little....
no adventure....boring life!!!!
i hate being the lonely part of the world which in another lifetime wont exist....
who knows if im just sitting and playing a part in a crystal ball and a person shakes it and my life goes upside down (well it must be shaking the ball a lot)...!!!
how can we live without reason.....
i think dere is always a reason why u come to this world....
every movie has a reason.... so i wud have a reason to come to this world and have something that belongs to me but wont stay with me!!!
the feelings i cant understand are something within me......even though dying to come out!!!! dey neva wud...!!!